Thanks for all the people who I followed to keep me entertained at night, no tumblr for 3 months. Let’s go Marine Corps boot camp today. Better keep the funny shit coming people so when i come home in 3 months i have something entertaining to look at.
Have you ever gotten the feeling like you were never good enough and no matter how hard you try you fall short?
I know we people go through shit like this everyday. Sometimes it hurts and other times we just shrug it off and say at least we tried.
Have you ever wondered why you’re here or what you’re suppose to be doing?
I do constantly, I believe there’s a God don’t know what or why he does these things but I guess it works out in the end.
Today was possibly the worst days I’ve had. Nothing seem to go right at all. My mom has been ignoring the shit out of me for the past week. We had a conversation in the first time in days. I guess the only reason was it was my birthday, but eh at least even if she still ignores me I know she’s always there for me.
Also her and I just ended completely for legit. All I have to say is I tried my best and gave more than a 100% everyday just to make you happy. Nothing seemed to work or was I even acknowledge for it. Maybe I was later. What I’m trying to say is I hope she’s happy with her decision and hopes whatever guys she meets and the guy she’s with now makes her happy endlessly and love her constantly. I hope whatever happens in the future she gets her success and that her one true soulmate will love her more than I love her. She’s a special girl.
I wish it wouldn’t end but it has. Sure another guy may have come between us and I wish it wouldn’t have been that way or distance as it’s been called before, but just wish it was straight forward to the point. I didn’t care if she would’ve said no from the beginning because I know from that point on I tried and we still could’ve been friends.
So today I’ve accomplished a completely broken fucking heart, dad forgot about my birthday and my mom just only talked to me cause it was my birthday. The only plus is that I got friends that got my back. Yea woot I was fucking born today.
Thanks for everyone who read this little rant and hope you guys feel my ask box of how fucking emo this stupid shit was or how I’m a little fucking girl about this shit, all I have to say is you’re welcome because with out me you little fucks wouldn’t have been entertained by this fucking rant.
And to people that know her personally, don’t call her a slut and don’t bother trying to ask her why would you go do that. She has a mind of her own and you guys know life is a bitch and it ain’t a fucking fantasy so if I see shit on my dashboard and everyone telling her she’s a slut through ask do me a favor don’t put yourself as anon because you’re too afraid to reveal who you are cause you know I’ll hurt the living shit out of you if you say that shit to her.
Fuck.
The best Dubstep beatbox you will ever listen to……
wow this is crazy good
MIND=FUCKED.
i don’t get how his glasses are staying on his face though.
Daaamnnn guyy.
made my fuckign morning.
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Found one today, brought back fond memories, made a wish upon it, I don’t care if I tell the whole world, but I hope the wish comes true.
I wish one day, I could wake up and actually breathe the air I use to breath when I was happy. I hope one day even when the sun doesn’t shine I wouldn’t be so gloomy. I hope one day that I can be able to get back up again and walk tall. I hope one day I can love again and know that I would never be left. I hope one day the person who’s meant for crosse my path. I hope one day my heart would be fix. It’s taking more than a beating but it’ll be strong again (hopefully). I hope everyone big and small, tall and short, black or white will be happy no matter what happens to them. I wish all success to my friends and enemies. I’ll die happy when the world is happy, knowing that in life you’ll be knocked down, picked back up, fall over, have a helping hand, and someone will always be there for you. I hope some day someone will be there for me when I get home and when I wake up in the morning.
To some people a penny facing up is just 1 cent and it means good luck, but for me when someone found a penny and turned it faced up I picked it up and I got lucky, it hurts got through my day but how many more days, weeks, or even years will I live through this? Idk but everytime I see a penny facing down I put it face up so that when someone finds it maybe it’ll bring luck to them, and as for a penny facing up for me, I’ll smile just for the good times and bad…but I’ll never forget what happened to us at the end and how it ended and what happened…I tried hard maybe not hard enough…but I gave all that I could and ended up with nothing…
It’ll be hard to trust people again, but no one’s perfect everyone will be heartbroken, betrayed, be called a school slut, even within it’s own group be called a slut, be a heartbreaker, be a liar, but what they really wanted was love….even when though act like it, because they know it’s a great experience.
So to all, I hope you find love in that special someone and I hope it last more than a lifetime because sometimes that’s all you have left is to hold on to that love because when the time comes it’ll always hold you up..
22nd…forever in my heart </3
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LOL. i sit randomly in class and thought of this picture :3
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